Sometimes...all it takes is a smile.

So this last month has been rough. I'll be the first to admit it. I didn't make S.B.O. or Senior Office...everything had just kinda been down.

But. This weekend we (me, ash...a whole bunch of people) crashed Viewmont's prom. And it was exactly what I needed. It was insanely fun because for the first time in a while I didn't feel like I had to be something or do something just for the approval of everyone else. I broke the social norm, did whatever I wanted to and it felt GREAT!!!

Now that A.P. tests are over also, I feel like I have sooooo much off my back. I actually had time to draw a picture this weekend! I'll have to put it on soon. But yes.

Smile and have fun. It makes everything better. :)

Holy Crazy.

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG.
It's been a ton of fun though.
It was the end of term, which was insane. Finally pulled through though.
Primary elections were this week, and I'm getting progressively more nervous for final elections in 2 weeks.
Sadie Hawkins was yesterday and it was such a blast. I went with my friend Matt, along with Ash and Braxton, Annie and Spencer, Michelle and Brandon and Maddy and Jorgen.
We made cakes, ate yummy pizza, danced our hearts out and then watched despicable me. :) it was a ton of fun! :)

Time flies when you're having fun. :)

I found myself asking...myself...this weekend where all the time goes. It seems like just yesterday I was a little kid. It's crazy to think that in a few years, everything will be changing. I was watching the NHL Allstar Skills Competition yesterday with Bronson and Spooner and there was this kid who was 17 and in the NHL. It blew my mind. People can be doing such big things right now. It's given me a lot to look forward to and a lot to hope for. Maybe, just maybe, I can do something big. :)

Feelings

A weird thought/question just occured to me.
Has anyone had a feeling that's out of the norm?
Sure everyone feels scared, lonely, happy, sad and all of those..
but has anyone had a feeling that you haven't felt in a while?
One that's strangely foreign, but yet completely comfortable?
Good? Bad? Happy? Sad?
I dunno. That's just my thought for the day.

Yesssss.

So yes. This is the second day I've posted. I'm on a ROLL! :)

I'm sitting here in sewing class with many minutes left, so i figured I'd write something.

Closure is nice. I love having an end to something and being able to start over new. This term ends today and I'm loving it. I still have to plan the long weekend though! :)

I went to iTunes yesterday armed with my giftcard. I absolutely love music. Ah. I love the feeling when you have one or two good songs and then go and find a ton of new ones from that artist. I did that with a Rocket to the Moon and MAYDAY PARADE and they both ended up being my favorite bands! I found a song yesterday called Tell me I'm a Wreck by Every Avenue. I'm in love with it. It's a good one. I also fell in love with the song Into your Arms by the Maine. I didn't realize there was a non acoustic version, so I got that too. :)

So basically I love my sewing friends, and all my other friends I've made this year. I know I've burned some bridges this past little while, and it's nice to have them to rely on, even though I still miss the others. Make new friends and (try to) keep the old, right? :)

Well, I'm out! Adios!

sometimes, i go for shock and awe.

shock and awe (v): me posting on this blog again.

i actually have some free time, which is AWESOME.
the semester's almost over. hallelujah.
one of my next posts is gonna be some new music, because i'm loving it!
ummmmm...life's good! my friends are good, i'm going to the musical revue tomorrow with them......it's fun stuff.
so i got a keyboard for christmas and i am in love with it. to top it all off, i found my sheet music folder from my old piano in my storage room so i've got a lot of stuff to learn!!
this weekend is a 5 day weekend. AMAZING. :)
wellll...that's about me right now. check back. i'll post some more. most likely. :)

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well. i just got back from girls camp. it was so phenomenal. i love my ward. the best part was definitely the tent at night. my tent was crazy!!! hahaha it was super fun!
so monday is tennis tryouts, right? well i'm freakin out! lemme tell ya!

i need an idea for a new drawing or painting. so if someone would like to suggest something, just tell me. :) k.
that is all. bye :)